43#

3rd September.
Happy Birthday Asyraf !
iloveyou
iloveyou
iloveyou
iloveyou
iloveyou
iloveyou
iloveyou

:D:D:D

42#

i scream but no one hears me.

sometimes i want to voice out but i dont dare. so i kept silent all the while
to be honest,i feel so hurt and sad.but i dont say a thing.
thanks if i ever run to anyone of you when i needed to spam the heck out of me.
maybe going with the flow isnt such a good idea. if i keep going on with the flow,ill never know my rights and when to fight for it;thinking twice.

so what now ?
theres one thing for sure,i can never let go.and i wont.

41#

it says :

Text Message
From :
Asyraf Sayang

smiling madly~

i don often smile these days. im being even more emo now. screw that la.
if only, i understand and you understand and all understand then i happy, you happy, we happy.

that was just crap. i need some love right now ): (and i am hoping its asyraf heheh)

ILY,A.ILY,AILY,AILY,AILY,AILY,AILY,AILY,AILY,A <3

40#

still waiting.

im happy (: yet sad at the same time which totally doesnt make any sense.
if only........ nahh,i dont wanna have high hopes,it just breaks my spirit down..

HOLYMAMA!

i love Asyraf so so much :D