40#

still waiting.

im happy (: yet sad at the same time which totally doesnt make any sense.
if only........ nahh,i dont wanna have high hopes,it just breaks my spirit down..

HOLYMAMA!

i love Asyraf so so much :D

39#

something's missing.

im back to emo now. i tried not to be but how can i ?
everything i see\hear\know just make me. i dont know what to do im lost
i need someone right now ): but someone isnt there and i dont think someone will ever be


if i sound okay and really happy to you, you dont know me.
imsad.imdepress.imlost.iwannadie.

38#

I said i wouldnt,but i did.

im a failure.
dont shed a tear,but i did.
what the fuck is going on now ? fuck this world.fuck this shit.


im so depress right now i want to overdose sleeping pills and die.
dont worry,i aint that stupid.

37#

its a nice lyric tho its an old song.


Daniel Bedingfield - if your not the one.


If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

36#

Perfection

i dont know what else to do.


screw life.

35#

my cup of tea.

just a random thing.
im so bored. its 5am now, and im still playing warcraft with aby and hockkooi since 1am,demmit.
cant wait for 22ndAugust, Josh coming down. gotta catch up with him.
meehhhaaaa.

OHYEAHBEBEH.
iloveyouAsyraf.

34#

KNOCK YOU DOWN - KERI HILSON feat. NEYO feat. KANYE WEST

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

33#

Helyna
E
Love
Y
N
Asyraf.

i pick both and that will never change.
its okay for making me feel bad. cause then,i will know you well.
im happy with what i have now and i never want it to change.

ILY, A.

32#

Karen's angels.

31#

<3

there's something wrong. dont you feel so ?
hmmm. or maybe it was me all the time O:
im changing. i think so. but i better so. ive gotta change.
now im afraid im too stuborn,i couldnt change.
pfft!



Asssyyrrraaaffffffffffff.........hmmmmmm*smiling madly*

30#

oh and btw,

THIS IS PURE PEKCEK-NESS.

and then SPARTA begins.
44 more days to go.

talking bout time,i miss A right now.
oh god why must the time fly so fast?

29#

feeling bad.

DELETED

DELETED

BUT ill do whatever it takes to make things better.

ill try.

Asyrafff, i love you too :D

28#

a step forward.

easy to type and do, hard to say so ?
thats crap. it took me like, almost forever to say out those 3 words T__T
oh well, i did and tried but imma try it again some other time cause i aint satisfied with this

ILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOU
so easy to type T__T

A<3

27#

drawing is my passion.

realize how a person can affect your life ? in everything you do. it makes you think twice
it changes you,yourself,and you. how you behave and how you react and also how you live a life

well this person, it does affect on me. i started changing and all else. and im actually quite proud of it. becoming better i meant. but when my parents are away, god know what im doing in and out there *smiles evily* and at the same time i feel bad myself.

and i realize this, i cant keep promises. i break them easily and i feel very bad. (depends what promises) and im sorry. so so sorry and ill try to make it to you okay T_T

oh well. screw me and myself \:

this is what happens when your in love.
hmm,i wonder whats next....

iloveaguystartsfromtheletter A x)

26#

why do i still go emo ?

weird it is,youve heard what ive said and ive heard.....did i?
but why do i still go emo ? TELL ME WHY ! am sick of emo T____T


im dont believe it myself either; A<3

58 more days

25#

emo.

i emo out the whole day \:
especially when my parents are away.
i tried not being emo but wottheheck ?
haii haii >_>
sorry if i ever come without talking and not alive and begs to fetch me back early \:
im really not in a mood to go out and hang with friends. im sorry

its you im thinking of now.imessyou.

60 more days to go.

24# August09

which path ?

i guess now i know why i cant finish on what im starting.
its because the story has no ending,YET.
you left me hanging there.


because the feelings are growing bigger and im missing you even more now.ily,A