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Depressions.

i cant finish what im working on ! i cant think at all ! dam ittttt !
ugh. so pissed off with my brains.
mom and dad is going to india for the whole 2 freaking months.
so,what am i suppose to do now ? i already have 1 big problem and this 1 came up too.
screw life !

mom&dad : so what are you gonna do now ?
me : hah. easy. just suicide
dad : i dont want to see my daughter suiciding.i dont want to talk about suiciding and i dont wanna see you cutting yourself. STOP WITH THE SUICIDING,ENOUGH WITH SUICIDING



i want to cry,but why cant i?